elleks RAY
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♥ 17/365
Thursday 17 January 2013

So I've been busy with a couple of things in school and outside of school. Though at times I feel really exhausted but I am happy leading this life now.

My new found independence and life. It's exciting to see how things goes from here.

Sometimes you wouldn't know what to expect. Sometimes Life throws something like a bait for you, and you take it. Life makes you feel like you are getting at something and it could be yours and then, it's gone. See, many a times I've been caught in Life's little traps, thinking I've caught the rope and then, snap, I come falling down on the cold hard ground. But these are things I've came to accept, that things don't always go our way and I shouldn't whine about the unfairness my Life is because I learn from this and I hope to grow stronger each day to overcome these obstacles. Which I would eventually. Which I hope I will.

But then again, as powerful Hope brings to the world, it is also a dangerous thing.

♥ The things that suck
Wednesday 21 November 2012

You have too much stuff in your head to think about that you can't prioritize
Signed up for events and now afraid that it will clash other events
Got a great job offer for your portfolio but you can't go cause of school
Just remembered I have to do my portfolio which I know nuts about 
Forgetting appointments
Forgetting mostly everything 
The fear of forgetting your appointments.
When you have no plans and no one is available
My Love life 
My Social life
My School life
My Life
Life.

♥ Into a Sunday afternoon
Sunday 18 November 2012


Taking a break from the studies (not that I have done much). Here is part two of the questionaire I did 2 days back.
44: What was the last film you saw? 
I have forgotten about it...I think it was Step up 4
45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? 
Think the worst I had was spraining my ankle..it was my first time and it really did hurt like a bitch
46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? 
Nope
47: Do you have any obsessions right now? 
Underground bands and skulls 
48: What’s your sexual orientation? 
Straight.
49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? 
Yes
50: Do you believe in magic? 
Yes
51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? 
Nope
52: What is your astrological sign? 
Sagittarius
53: Do you save money or spend it? 
Both.
54: What’s the last thing you purchased? 
Lunch
55: Love or lust? 
Love
56: In a relationship? 
No
57: How many relationships have you had? 
As in romantic? or general relationships?
58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? 
No
59: Where were you yesterday? 
Was jamming with my band and then to le Makanplace chalet at ECP
60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? 
My facial mask pack
61: Are you wearing socks right now? 
No
62: What’s your favourite animal? 
Cats
63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? 
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
64: Where is your best friend? 
In school
65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. 
Everyone of em is my favorite
66: What is your heritage? 
I'm Asian.....
67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? 
Eating Maggi noodles and wallowing in self-pity
68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? 
toohottohandle
69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? 
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA no.
70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? 
No. I am the definition of awkward all over
71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? 
THE DOG HAS A LIFE SCREW YOUR BOSS.
72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? I would probably not tell anyone. I think I'll spend my remaining days confessing feelings and doing stuffs I've never dared to. Who wouldn't be afraid? But the main point is never to leave regrets behind
73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. 
Trust. I have issues with that.
74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? 
I have no idea...anything that sounds happy?
75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 
6845
76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? 
Balance, Communication, Understanding, Trust and Love
77: How can I win your heart? 
Good sense of humor.
78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? 
Yes
79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? 
To buy those 3 books in the book fair :D
80: What size shoes do you wear? 
6 - 7, I'm growing
81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? 
You ain't getting under this.
82: What is your favourite word? 
I have no idea. HAHAHAHA
83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. 
Him
84: What is a saying you say a lot? 
It is a matter of choice.
85: What’s the last song you listened to? 
Sleep Alone by Two Door Cinema Club
86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? 
Red, Blue, Yellow!
87: What is your current desktop picture? 
Owl City's Midsummer station picture
88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? 
Nobody
89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? 
None at the moment
90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do? 
erm.....slumber party??
91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? 
Most probably to do water bending and shit.
92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? 
None
93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? 
None, they’ve made me who I am.
94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? 
.No one in mind
95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? 
Venice
96: Do you have any relatives in jail? 
Nope
97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? 
Nope
98: Ever been on a plane? 
Yesh
99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? 
Please don't judge me

♥ The best things in life

  • Discovering a new shop which sells interesting stuffs
  • Getting love from your neighborhood cat
  • Getting an unexpected discount in a book fair
  • Jamming into the night
  • Talking and meeting up with old friends
  • Finding new love
  • Sipping afternoon tea in a rainy weather
  • Lots of laughter
  • Getting your life back together

♥ countdown 13
Friday 16 November 2012

So apparently I have been too preoccupied by my chunk of workload and tonight I am feeling really empty because I have nothing to do (or maybe I am just blanking out at the amount of work I have). So in order to save my dying blog and to fill up the empty void in my Thursday night, here's a questionnaire I found on Tumblr.



1: 5 of the songs you listen to most? 
Daughters- Medicine
Of Monsters and men - Little Talks
Alex Winston - Choice Notes
Lissie - Everywhere I go
Two Door Cinema Club - Sleep Alone
2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? 
Ellen Degeneres
3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. 
"He got her!"
4: What do you think about most? 
Sorting out my assignments and what to do to fill up the empty void in my life
5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? 
Ronald "you can go to the musical! Hahaha :)"
6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
I would love to sleep shirtless however the assets on my chest forbids me to.
7: What’s your strangest talent? 
Feeling vibes
8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)
Girls Bitch, Boys punch
9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? 
Not that I know of. But most prolly not :)
10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? 
Long forgotten
11: Do you have any strange phobias? 
Balloons. Those shit scares me
12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? 
Maybe as a child I did (?)
13: What’s your religion? 
Free thinker
14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? 
Most likely hanging out with friends
15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? 
Depends on the mood
16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? 
Coldplay
17: What was the last lie you told?
I have no idea :p
18: Do you believe in karma? 
Yes
19: What does your URL mean? 
I'm not one who likes being tied down and I don't believe in holding back because I am still young and wild. I believe in running wild and making mistakes and not regretting my life, living it to the fullest.
20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? 
Weakness; Being too nice to people. Strength; optimistic.
21: Who is your celebrity crush? 
I don't really have one....
22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? 
Nope
23: How do you vent your anger? 
depending on the level of anger. If it was just irritation I'll curse or rant. When I am too angry I can start crying and shivering and scratch myself or punch the wall to vent things out.
24: Do you have a collection of anything? 
I enjoy keeping cute notepads.
25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Both .
26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? 
Yes and No.
27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? 
I hate loud, screeching noises. I love the sound of water.
28: What’s your biggest “what if”? 
What if I am not good enough?
29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? 
No idea
30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. 
Right; laptop. Left; handphone.
31: Smell the air. What do you smell? 
I smell home
32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? 
None actually, I enjoy wherever I am being brought to
33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? 
Have never been to the West
34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? 
Ryan Tedder
35: To you, what is the meaning of life? 
You define that shit yourself
36: Define Art. 
Another form of expressing your feelings
37: Do you believe in luck? 
Yes!
38: What’s the weather like right now? 
Cold and Rainy
39: What time is it? 
11.57PM
40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? 
No and No
41: What was the last book you read? 
The Graveyard Book - Neil Gaiman
42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? 
ewwww nope
43: Do you have any nicknames? 
Ray, Sting Ray